Friday, April 20, 2012

Can I Get Some Help Please?

The rights to the photo do not belong to me.

Why is it that I always feel like I'm doing things with no help?  It's almost insane to me.  When it came down to me looking for a place to shadow a physician.  Who was there to help me?  Absolutely no one.  I was by myself flipping through a phone book calling any physician's office that would listen to me.  Let's skip to this most recent occasion.  I've been looking for a place to do my practicum experience so that I can complete my masters program.  Well, once again I find myself figuring things out on my own. 

For the first experience my advisor gets a pass.  I didn't seek help from her but I looked to other sources that didn't turn out to be fruitful.  But this time I've been actively calling and emailing my advisor, yet [they who shall remain nameless] haven't called me back or responded to my email.  This part of my program is very important, as it is required for me to graduate, and I must graduate so I can move on the part I've been working for my entire academic career.  So WTFreak, Johnny? 

It's so frustrating to feel like when I ask for some assistance people can't do anything but look around.  Especially when the stuff I am asking about is important.  Ughhhh.  At the end these experiences I feel like God is building me up for something.  Probably trying to break several bad habits that I've developed over the years.  But man oh man while they are happening I just don't understand LOL. 

On a brighter note I was reassigned to my preferred site for medical school.  So I am extremely happy about that.  This also reminds me that things will work out...SOMEHOW O_o...and be okay.  But like I said, it's during the journey that things get rough and you just have to persevere.  I just wish my advisor would contact me back so I can move on with my life.

Advice for Today:
Stay prayerful and be encouraged by the Word of God. 

This definitely takes some work and I too, am working on this.  I hope you like that picture up top.  I thought it was pretty funny.