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Why is it that I always feel like I'm doing things with no help? It's almost insane to me. When it came down to me looking for a place to shadow a physician. Who was there to help me? Absolutely no one. I was by myself flipping through a phone book calling any physician's office that would listen to me. Let's skip to this most recent occasion. I've been looking for a place to do my practicum experience so that I can complete my masters program. Well, once again I find myself figuring things out on my own.
For the first experience my advisor gets a pass. I didn't seek help from her but I looked to other sources that didn't turn out to be fruitful. But this time I've been actively calling and emailing my advisor, yet [they who shall remain nameless] haven't called me back or responded to my email. This part of my program is very important, as it is required for me to graduate, and I must graduate so I can move on the part I've been working for my entire academic career. So WTFreak, Johnny?
It's so frustrating to feel like when I ask for some assistance people can't do anything but look around. Especially when the stuff I am asking about is important. Ughhhh. At the end these experiences I feel like God is building me up for something. Probably trying to break several bad habits that I've developed over the years. But man oh man while they are happening I just don't understand LOL.
On a brighter note I was reassigned to my preferred site for medical school. So I am extremely happy about that. This also reminds me that things will work out...SOMEHOW O_o...and be okay. But like I said, it's during the journey that things get rough and you just have to persevere. I just wish my advisor would contact me back so I can move on with my life.
Advice for Today:
Stay prayerful and be encouraged by the Word of God.
This definitely takes some work and I too, am working on this. I hope you like that picture up top. I thought it was pretty funny.
-V